Really something you know become adopted in the financial year not necessarily the year but does different you know different calendars you should all be working off of you know I’ve said that before and for you new listeners Allstate again don’t use one calendar because you have different cycles that are active in your life you know just like one woman’s cycle calendars not to work for another woman cycle count on the course of the living together in a close you guys and tend to do that real witchy sync up thing but we have different calendars that we have to function off of so you know you got your natural calendars and you have your secular or earlier contrived door or man-made fabricated calendars you know so were coming to the end of another fabricated calendar but it really reflects a lot of what our finances are financial perspective and standpoint should be siphoned just kind to kind of hitting some topics and some ideas through the insights that will allow us to launch forward into the things that we desire to do while cleaning up some of the things that may be obstacles in our paths because like you said one of one of the witch which I was saying the strong one in Lightman transformation that one of the key issues that a lot of us have in our communities that we don’t address as often as we probably should is a level of mental sickness that a lot of us are dealing with and and him in emotional sickness and a lot of times these emotional and easement to imbalances at this arrangement they create these huge blockages towards what is that we desire to do in life where we want to go the next step so we get all the information you get all the information we know all the right things do we know all the right things to eat in all the right things to say but making it happen is such a challenge and of course you know for years I’ve been speaking about the balance between male and female and how that’s necessary that that negation in that addition is necessary in order to do something on the planet because you see that in all spiritual formula you see that an cosmic formula and of course you see that an earthly form and formula but aside from that as well is coming into your situation as a whole being and that wholeness so that trueness is is that’s really the tough part you know like I said a lot of times when I’m doing divination working with’s with clients and things like that the divination is not as hard as you all probably think it is the answers come very quick especially when you’re one who was pretty much always tuned in you nosed thin so 80% of the work is a psych psychological part always me say that is 80% psychology 20% divination because once you receive the answer now I have to figure out how to say this to a person and not only how to say it needs person is different and how to save in the way that it activates them to action because sometimes I’ll say things and people like I was talking to a client recently as she said will you know I was saying something and she was like will is a certain way that I need to be spoken to for some some she was actually referring to another incident with someone and she said like you know or I just kinda shut down and I said well you don’t activate from anything if you look at your life you naturally not doing anything you know so whether a person is saying something to you very directly whether they should recoding it it seems to not make a difference either way so this has to be a different type of formula of how you received the information it’s not really what’s being said you how it’s being said to you you’ve blocked off your ability to receive it you know so the psychological aspect of the spiritualist the psychological aspect of the priest or priestess is to determine how to navigate the minefield of a person’s ego in order to plant a seed where it needs to be that’s the bulk of this work that’s why you notice a lot of the shows I do I’m talking about our mentality I’m talking about our emotional perspective in our emotional condition is certainly a lot of shows and different spirits and broken down Hindu spirits I’ve broken down Greek spurs are broken now Nordic spirits are broken down West African spirit is broken out South African spelling: so you got all that you got all the spirits you know you know where it would start when you want to start doing some magic but there are spirit forms are created in the mind and I created in the emotional body that a lot of times we ignore because we don’t understand how the system works for instance if you think about everything in life I has is this metabolic process that it goes through in different different organisms have more advanced metabolism metabolite metabolic systems another so for instance right now your breathing you’re exhaling your breathing and exhaling your building destroying you have anabolic and catabolic processes happening right now right so the same thing some of you may be listening to this while you’re eating you maybe eating your dinner right and once you eat your dinner you use the fuel from that dinner depending on how your body is processing minerals in and ended different vitamins and things that inside of that food and then you expel some of it right and depending on the health of your system will depend on what you expel and how much you expel right if you expel at all even so we start to understand it anything that’s ingested anything that’s taken in is going to have a waste product but sometimes we don’t realize that that is a universal principle it doesn’t just pertain to food okay it doesn’t just pertain to things that we gather sustenance from so you have your body and Ivo I’ve said you guys many times that wherever you come from is what you going to need in order to continue to sustain yourself right so if your body comes from the earth your body’s gonna need the earth in order to continue to live real simple so you know we eat quote unquote what we call food SQL” was nowadays certainly some of the stuff is kinda questionable if it really falls into the category of actual foodstuff but whatever you come from a switch Nice of you come from spirit you need to reconnect and commune with spirit in order for the for the spirit to stay alive if you come from a supreme architect or grand perfected intelligence to you going to need that intelligence or whisk of that intelligence in order to survive easy you need you always have to go back to the source of whatever your creation is in order to sustain said creation now of course we were at here we pretty much we really love the creation of the day created aspect to creation more than the creator you know we get heavy into the creation you know and sometimes we don’t go back to the source but that’s maybe it’s not the topic will go down deeper but what I really wanted to share is at does that waste product and that waste product a lot of times are the residual in unexplained emotions and thoughts and ideas and spirits that exist inside of us that come from ingesting something good so for instance if you each to eat was a strawberry strawberries of filled pesticides used but if you grow your strawberries you know or or view eat coconuts you know are if you eat apricots right you can eat these foods and these foods may be perfect food scale how little you know and it may be good for you to the point it is almost nothing wrong with them but even still is a residual byproduct so even if you give you drink of fresh perfected clean glass of water right does the water completely staying you know is a waste product that the water expels with now would you do in expel would would if you didn’t released at then what was once good now becomes toxic inside of your system missing so a lot of times that toxicity becomes the blockage for what it is that we want to do in life so we start reading book and book and broken documentary documentary were going to debates are going to lecture with in taking all of this information by and were in taking all his information without realizing that the information leaves a residue because efforts after it’s processed we have to number one it out on number two without and sometimes we don’t realize that point is no emotional or mental expression or expelling of what was good that came in and now that creates what we call the blockages a lot of times the ego it blockages easy and some could even say that your wayward emotions are the waste products of your mental meanderings okay but what I really wanted to tap into and unlock to make this a long inside the stoning was the idea of devotion and so we understand now why we have to address things like loyalty things like entitlement things like regeneration we dealing with it with the bay new bird how are we coming back forth again because these issues these maladies that we have inside of us are a byproduct of our growth to the waste product of our growth you know you know sometimes the more you learn the more you’re free to do things the more books you get in the more documentaries you you write to me you watch the more you find yourself in the space we like on the way to start, what to do missing it it’s a commonality for many of us you know because in mainly because we come to a space where this so much byproduct at this point that of course yet we don’t know where to start we’ll know how to start because we have all his waste of byproduct is like eating a bunch of food and not expelling it and then trying to go do a heavy physical activity you feel sluggish you feel cramped so forth and so on so the byproduct that I want to talk about today are not so much to byproduct the concept that creates a serious byproduct that a lot of us don’t look at which is related to loyalty and entitlement and everything else even covering I guess it is a series here is dessert does a does a person I’m healing in this work and what I mean by a person that I’m healing when I’m speaking of doing lectures I’m doing seminars on I’m doing these free offerings on the radio I typically will envision a person and it may not be someone who has tangibly manifested themselves in my life that I can say oh that’s does John that’s who does this but this is a spirit form that I’m looking at and a lot of times the collective spirit form so when I did Friday show I’m collectively looking at the masses of people who are downtrodden and and suffering in the muck and mire of their own doubting guilt and refused to get up from the ashes so as I’m speaking I’m picturing this giant getting up and shaking dashes off and as the shaking and cracking is old the old dust and ashes off is a light that shining that’s when I’m envisioning in my mind okay and for each one this you not to go three Choate is always some type of image that helps me to keep speaking and not running out and I went out words so the idea of devotion which is a which is a beautiful idea in fact when we dealing with our spiritual systems and not to spiritual systems even what we call love devotion is something that’s hand-in-hand that that comes in and in that we often percent profess but is usually left out of the equation because we mistake it for other things without devotion in fact you gain no understanding of the actual spirit or of the actual relationship you know so many of us like will call aberration where devotees of the recent were devoted to the recent now I want you to understand something devotion does not mean coming under complete submission to the authority it is it is submission but it doesn’t mean necessarily being regulated by the fully by the authority of that thing in fact once you come into a place of devotion and really doesn’t matter unit you don’t even care Diana and I’ll explain why that you have this concept of devotion and then you also have this concept of faith and I know you would say what they like synonymous practically devotion and faith faith and devotion in fact there almost antonyms there almost complete opposites believe it or not the only more perfected opposite to faith will be blind faith which is usually that the investment that unfortunately most people make when it comes to their spiritual systems of the way that they move through whatever they consider their devotion to be it’s blind and a reason why some people engage in blind faith is because they truly don’t want to devote themselves to that thing so it’s easier to seek is blind see faith requires intelligence you have to have an intelligence of something in order to have faith in nothing and even though faith is the consumer sees the believe financing is not about faith and believe have nothing to do with the job nothing that’s it that’s a con game faith is a knowing in the unseen but faith is also a knowing in the scene to you know doesn’t always have to merely go to something that’s blind for something that’s invisible in order for you to signify that you have faith okay but there’s an intelligence test it where I have a knowing of this thing now in order to have an understanding of said thing which most times almost impossible but in order to have an understanding or an experience of said thing I have to be devoted to said thing that’s the tough part I’ll not explain why is a tough part but I want to give you so you understand the difference there between the faith and the and and the blind faith okay faith requires intellect blind faith is for the ignorant I want all out I don’t know I don’t want to know but is what we’ve always done what you want to learn about you know get out of it with that that’s the blind faith aspect okay and blind faith most often is practiced by people who say they are devotees of something to the sublime using this word so you can see where it fits and it’s a very tricky word because a lot of people will follow something blindly and what they’ll do is they’ll create the images in the cost of memory of a devotee without realizing in truth a devotee of true devotee has no custom a true devotee has no image and out I’ll get into why okay so a person will say I am your man you know I I hike 5 miles into the mountains and then I meditate for four hours man you know just becoming one of my myself whatever I’m devoted to my meditations okay or someone will tell you another system yet you know I have up a bar and hanging in my doorway and I hang upside down on that every daunting you know because I’m devoted to my system whatever it is it that you doing right and none of these exercises are related to devotion they may be related to consistency they may be related to ritual they relates routine but they have nothing to do with devotion and remember without devotion you never come to an understanding that by people who are faithful people for people who are blind faithful people typically don’t understand what it is it they were gone that’s why faith becomes so important to them you have faith why do you have to have faith because you don’t have a clue what you doing you have a clue as to why you doing you have the intellect of that thing but intellect does not give you understanding it does not give you an understanding you know because intellect is bringing it inside of myself and creating a structure inside of myself when I can say I know this thing now and knowing something doesn’t necessarily tell me why it’s happening or what the cause and the motivation for that thing actually is just because I know it for instance you guys can do I’m not wanting away from Eureka that you guys can do a recap for the shows and you can do excellent recaps why did I do though shows why to use the words that I used why did I use the background music that I use while the play the songs that I use do you truly have an understanding of what it is that I’m saying to you I know you don’t, you don’t now of course and I can hear the voices not the ones would like to call us against the United States and they did you know just like have people many times in the past say to me man you know you you know this so you know that whatever and I was understood the things that you understood and I always say I would never want you to understand what I understand because understand what on estate have to go through what I went through and not just as it relates to studying and applying and doing experiment you have to go to the life experience that I’ve gone through and I wouldn’t wish that on anyone not just because I have had a very hard life not just because of that but because even in my life was easy I wouldn’t wish that on someone else because now it distorts whatever their understanding is supposed to be in the world you see so in order to really have understanding of a thing you have to go to the experience at that thing invite you to that’s the devotion going through the experience of something that something invite you to requires complete abstraction of self you have to completely negate yourself in the scenario only a true devote T is completely negated in a certain experience so let’s say if I say I am I’m devoted to a child right okay I give a good example years ago talking to a woman and she was telling me about how when her children would you know they would have a lot of congestion utilizes and islands and she would suck suck this not out of the child’s nose right and spit it out’s of course, my guests gusting I don’t care if you should challenge not that’s another human and they have the propensity to be disgusting and nasty you down Katie came on and I do not know nasty you make the little squeeze drop as you see just squeezes stuff in there post not to in all but one of the things you learned if any of you ever spend time and islands people are not as dependent on things it is a lot of ingenuity and any islands of evil evil to the continent you know I’m ever being in East Africa one year and watching these brothers up in the mountains these fabulous Ethiopians that use my title again they were building homes in the mountains building them out of the side of rock and a Wii using hand tools for the entire climbing drills the first time I’ve ever seen someone actually use a hand drill not elect his electricity up there so using drills and schools and everything and doing it all by hand you know because they had to use with that will whatever was that at the use the tools and evidence that were available to them as he so in the same instance so it should share that with the right has
I said okay as nasty but you know I be as nasty as you want to be alone the whole years later as an adult I’m sucking’s not on my children’s noses because I you know when you’re holding a baby you’ll see the thing in there Darren pain in it and they can get out you like with because I drive to get and you do it without even thinking it takes someone else to say it would you choose do I suck this not out of the baby’s nose and you know spit into the sink will disinfect that sink in but of you know so there’s a devotion there where you lose your intellect because my intelligence before which is really my memory my memory my history in intelligence typically is as measured by your ability to memorize things and recite how much stuff can you memorize how much stuff can be fit into the into the container so my memory history says not as disgusting get the dropper but my devotion to my job as a father both my devotion to that child says I’m not even thing about I’ve completely lost myself in this moment and that devotion comes from love to come some that connectedness once you become connected at that level the lies between you and the other individual you any other situation they just melt together so you become devoid or as we say in an earlier book all you Comanche that the deadly the that the science of death or your uncle means the the spirit calling the spirits of the mothers of death so again you have the aspic of the Mother’s Day but the mothers of death what they do is they suck you down into the void we you lose who and what you are and you lose one what you are in order for that experience to pass through you busy so for instance if I open you up to an experience I open you up to a body of information I how do you come to understanding of it you have to allow my words you have to allow what is being channeled to me from on high or form on Lola from on left off them on right become small different directions on when I’m speaking the same way open my eyes opening myself up and align myself not to be present you have to allow the same thing happened with you and allow it to flow through you and when you allow it to flow through you you devoid yourself easy or you devote yourself but you completely devoid who and what you are and and you allow that experience to flow through you allowing that experience to flow through you now gives you the wisdom of said thing that’s the only way we can come to the point of understanding but knowing it and still coming back with lime but I’m this type of person and yet I wasn’t a lot of people will like listen to my sig was a say well you know I listen to some of his stuff he so the stuff I can use I keep the other stuff you know I leave you with that in every time I hear that statement, laugh a little bit I don’t say anything about it but it’s these are people who would never do never understand what I’m saying to you collecting the knowledge and maybe that’s fine okay collected knowledge but you and I can get the good stuff you not to get the good stuff to you until you become a devote T to the information and I’m not urging all of you to become devote T’s to whatever it is and I’m saying what unifies something to me and I love me right but you find something and someone that you love and that’s it and when a statue in authentic love devotion is right there so you not thinking about agenda you not thinking about what I’m getting out of this you not even thinking about still being myself in the space that’s a common term that I hear so much when I’m working with different clients and doing counseling especially with women women say this a lot and a lot of times they have a fair that they going to lose themselves in the relationship you know they will lose whoever whatever they considered identity because maybe the manager dealing with or usually not dealing with wanting to deal with their fray that men may be a little bit too domineering or too controlling or have to much agenda and say will listen this is what I want you to be so need to be but then you have those out that other group of women that they love that they they love to be in the submissive space where submission again means to come under the mission they love a man with a plan in the mission when you say yeah I want to get on it adding doing the women beneath wings type of thing you know so there’s different ways to approach it and I’m not saying that if you have either mentality that you’re wrong what I’m saying though is that the mentality of being unable to completely give yourself to something to completely lose yourself in something having that mentality never allows you to get the understanding of that thing you have to allow it to flow through you I can show you a piece of fruit all day can put into you ingested and allow it to go Yunus and some of you may have had this experience after fasting you had a real good fast and you know you break your fast and we all break out fast with different things but I got it to break my fast my fast was sauerkraut years ago is this a good fast break or some people use fruit is another fruit you know I have to use non-sugary fruit but you know that first thing you eat or less even when you doing a juice fast I green juice fast and you one late on your juice for the dawning and you know normally maybe you have your first use the eight and you run late and you don’t get to like noon collides housing fasting is receive is a juice fast you strong you don’t need as much and that you find it just not hungry but you know when you drink that first one and you can literally feel it going throughout your body you know you obviously it kinda doesn’t make sense you know scientifically what you drink it in and you start feeling these tingles you feel like it’s going to your veins and you can almost feel like what it’s doing in each part of your body see you allowing because because you’ve avoided this idea you’ve denied yourself this idea I eat all the time this was some of us the most exciting thing we do all day is think about what we can eat next year when I get home and I find out the that indented days and tomorrow about a John Majewski getting a nice choose a month some ago that I spot every day is is you know it the West is the only place where where eating is a culture unto itself eating is its own culture you know so with that you get a dizzyingly exciting donating of really look for throughout the day when I’m money next you know you leaving work in you you put stuff out that the law and the antenna set you know so is the same type of thing but when you devoid that that cycle when you devoid what you consider to be your base needs as a as it pertains to that then you start to give yourself over to the experience of the fast over to your experience of of the consecration and keep in mind that the word devote a comes from the root of Carvalho meaning to consecrate in the Sanskrit was of the got enemies to consecrate are of God forgot meaning to consecrate okay so giving yourself consecrating yourself or devoting yourself to a particular cause or particular energy or particular force right negates the self nasty or you could is going into the void and once you are the club off that side of the Kabbalah tree the backside the dockside so much you going to that Darkside and I’m not Anakin Skywalker now Darth Vader live in a sweet little Anakin elected to the little racecars the flying racecars I’m Darth Vader now you know kills cuts heads off and I show people what my fingers pinching I’m Darth Vader I’ve completely devoid it Anakin so that I can have this energy of the darkness flow through me this is the only way to do it to get an understanding of both sides of this you have to allow the flow of the channeling to come through you if you don’t allow that you can never have understand as well sooner so smart we always associate ocean energies with high intelligence and that’s why she protects the head of the cautious because she represents that flow just allowing Hank Liska you is what she has such hellish ways about the letter okay let’s see what that feels like get Emily issue Nevada Lewis you think I want put it in ogle right big boys go for right you know she just seeks he understands these different vibrations in energy and that’s why OSHA represents nationalism and diplomacy she understands the world energy because she allows them all the flow as she flows to then we on the water what a get no enemy right okay so I just wanted to share that with devotion and what’s the nasty byproduct of devotion I that keeps us caught that keeps us stuck addiction addiction is the pooh-pooh of devotion okay and a lot of times we confuse addiction with devotion easy so will say like all baby I love you you know is important Porgy I love you best I love you you know and have you love so much have Yum here for you see how that the were things intertwined in the guy having you know I saw you talking about drugs so was a difference urging something that you become addicted to something that you become devoted to the addiction is usually based on something that you’re not completely allowing to take you over except for a moment it’s usually based on the substance but that’s the byproduct so a lot of times the things GQ become devoted to opening yourself up and letting us up some people devoted to meditation and a become addicted to to medicate to meditation they don’t realize that the act was not really in the meditation meditation which is to open you yourself up to allow whatever energy you channeling the company okay and some people lose sight of that and now they become addicted to the substance to substances meditation but the source and the core was what whatever was that you channeling that could come to any source using so a lot of times for some of us moving forward with talking about again the things that are holding us back some of us moving forward we may say woman I got these into food addictions Yum addicted sugar addicted to sex drugs alcohol whatever it is because even in the cost is community this is very present again love to talk about the mental and emotional sickness because it’s hard to find a place to resolve it with someone just like will you know you just need a fast you don’t actually get someone vice that wants to go on a 30 day war fast they were addicted to cocaine and the that the person advised to do a 30 day for food fast as a okay that that’s that that’s the best that helps you know but let’s really deal with the source where this addiction began at what was this person and his individual trying to allow to pass through them and when they they are dental cocaine what do they feel like the channeling begin to go to the source the byproduct or the number two of the pooh-pooh the waste product is that addiction is a and most of the time because the devotion wasn’t pure easy it was still underneath their see things find a way to hide everything is subconscious but underneath their there was this little seed of agenda there was his little seed of wanting people to know and see, devoted me to let you know what I got on the one where I talk like this so you know I’m devoting of meta-tension easy because only someone who would be devoted to meditation with talk with this many pauses and hold my asses like this you see the vestiges and the cost of memory of a devoting that’s bull crap those people they represent the colleague best estimate the age of ignorance they don’t know anything nothing trust me on Ellen because when you devote yourself to something and you totally negate yourself you lose all of that cool conscious personality is not even present you become so flexible like a snake like water because you’ve you’ve allowed something to float the in order to do that you have to break your subway so it leases a regular days game or brachial self will you have to break yourself you have to do it to totally been in bow ballet this is why we do Baile in Europe accustomed using we break ourselves and break that we bow even in martial arts I’m breaking my sword to allow this force in this energy to flow through me using and once I do that is Wi-Fi some of the deepest people don’t look so deep you and I walk around the crystal strap to the four heads and carry shells all over the ankles and wear white every day and give these long salutations that you going to stay with Hector saying they they always try to find some language and no one speaks in the city with a smile and say that nonsense they have the vestiges and the cost to me of a devoted but did not really a devoting because of the vote he is flexible flexible so when they’re around people who may not understand what it is that there channeling through them their flexibility allows all energies to be channeled to and sent right out you know there was a guy I should do work with years ago Mike while we caught a white boy Mike don’t get offended locations listening this is the name that he preferred white boy Mike and I and is because I had a cousin named might so some I had to get get the addendum so white when my Lego I might put Michael my cousin was black Mike but we call black Mike eight please call the might and I were one time does many years ago the 80s we have to go to Harlem for something and somehow we got stranded car broke down some so we call white boy Mike what time lived in New Jersey and a hick town you come get us stuck carpal bone so he comes through gets lost in all of that is Holloman 80s does not like what you guys see now a Starbucks in Applebee’s and stuff like that and all the streets renamed Accomack that it wasn’t that you do so of Aegis to on there and he’s in a pickup on top of that you know really white boy Mike Ely’s in a pickup truck so when we see we finally because Megan is not a to cell phones payphones you know no GPS and all that stuff we’ve got to find each other you know so we finally catch up to him and he’s got like this all his dirt on his face and his hat backwards house like we were happy we don’t I’ve been thinking he got beat up he was a man applied to notice the place I was coming to you as I got a nose like that – he said Manny’s guide to to my car as the matter they want jump in the back elects I would into my ashtray had some butts in there and I rubbed that the cigarette that did the cigarette ashes all over my face and turn my back like the world that will be black phase number you punch him in his face when I was in blackface he is a now man I just wanted to look crazy he set up in my just did is I don’t know I would just blend in now is releasing the environment in which you did you know the environment look crazy you know but as white boy Mike he had that flexibility by boy Mike is now Yogi who was known playing biggest biggest pothead I knew modified one of his other names is Mr. weed and I gave him that nickname Mr. weed is all you want to do is smoke you know and asked why he was so anxious to come down yeah some smokes in some herb but now is a Yogi see the flexibility and that you know I can become the void in my environment and allow the environment to flow through me so that we I can understand the environment and then have the flexibility and the resilience to rise from the ashes amine no pun intended and become the shiny new thing again now I have an understanding of using as his sisters which dorky but just to give you a small example of that so the devotion to flexibility the devotion to resilience though it still may create a byproduct of addiction if your person who’s constantly coming up in growing and renewing yourself like the bay new bird than the addictions and can no longer target you have nothing to do with you to have they have to do with the old man the shelf that you left in the flames using a meet last I heard on the Mike smokes weed and I haven’t been in touch with those guys and many many years but you know flexibility allows you to go to different things so that is been our insight for this Sunday I want you guys to think about devotion what in if you truly devoted to you practices are you truly allowing you practices to take over you and are you submissive to them and and or do you still have that conscious I take what I need the way the rest of you that smart to do that you would never need to begin with if you had that much intelligence and not much knowing and understanding inside of you I mean a child would say the same thing I I macaroni and cheese and not those the way duets when a child do that every night you give them some 8 foot cup at those awaiting to be easy to drink the salad I me I drink distilled at those awaiting I hate the croutons and the bacon bits off the salad total West awake so it just like a child has as has no knowledge or wisdom to conduct with the diet should be to have to let it flow through them so they can be good come strong and understand this is why you don’t eat candy every day J stomach hurts now in can go to the bathroom and all that and now we got a low Jamaican to put a candle in your butt hole so you can you know release that constipation some of you may know about that I’ll put the wax in their this is why you have to have an understanding of why you eat lettuce why you Why you know yeah we know you like to acting more than the Colorado but the Accu doesn’t have nutrients at the college last this is why you do that let it flow through so strong you feel now missing true devotion .